I don't know what's up lately. I've been feeling really off, and I've been acting even worse. Oftentimes I'll catch myself halfway through a sentence before realizing I'm about to say something offensive or inappropriate, other times, I just don't have anything to say and can only sit and stare at nothing, or do something practical, like art, that doesn't involve me fucking with other people.

I recently managed to piss off an entire chatroom on a website I'm working on by being a complete fucking retard, and now I don't have the motivation to continue working on it.

I don't know, I'm just not myself anymore, and I don't feel good.